Kill it.

I am not going to worry about this anymore. I am going to give it to God, like I should have done to begin with. It was his gist to give and mine to be grateful for. If it works out great, if not then it wasn't meant to be. This is the truth of it. The other side is that I am in love with this girl, and I don't want to lose her, I wan tto grow with her and i want her to know how much she means to me. I want to learn spanish so I can communicate her, it is now my strongest motivation. I have been looking for this for such a long time, something real, and not cheap. I will continue to pray but I will cease to worry.