que fucking loco

Yeah. pay no attention to the last post. it was garbled, becaus ei was tired...i am going to write a better version tomorrow. what i want to say now is that I am in love...for reals.

tanya no. alex...most def no. val...wish it had never happened. Naty...sealed.

This one is all God and not on me, or on her for that matter. We got thrown in eachothers path and choose to continue on together. I would say I love her now but I cant. It kinda freaks me out a little. I didnt see this coming. The way we click, our values, the things we wnat out of life, our commitment to Christ. Ahh...i just had to put something down. More on this later. For now just know i owe the Big Guy big time.